Re: [Creature] Yearning to die... (PG-13)
This does seem very 40k-esque (which is not a bad thing, mind) - bleak, miserable and utterly doomed.
I love it
You could also have it as the 'totally loyal warrior', his loyalty to the country/rulrer/religon/whatever causing him to undergo this horrible process.
"Not even in death does duty end"
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