Miriam is totally absent minded as she collect the gold, not even mentioning her intended use for it.
She looks tired and sad and her eyes are really red. She kept starring at her food, without touching it or the drink brought to her.
Any questions asked to her would have to be repeated twice and she seems lost in another place. She will give a force smile and a very curt answer before getting lost back in her thoughts.
If asked about her mood, she will put a sad smile and barely say 'Church business. Not always pleasant'.