Re: Mynxae's Maliciously Magnificent Random Banter #183
Originally Posted by Coidzor
It's... something that just happens. Sort of a combination between realizing people have been laughing at rather than with you and some other stuff, IIRC.
It does always make me feel physically and mentally drained in addition to usually being emotionally drained because I go from being a bombastic, large ham ass to being THE bombastic, largest ham butt of doom when I've been inebriated. So I imagine others must experience something of that draining which would contribute to such blahness.
I think it had to do with LaZ just being all "I love you guys" and I was really tipsy. Like it didn't matter. Which in hindsight is silly. There was no way I could no I was going to ruin an adorable moment with being tipsy. Hell, I probably wouldn't have had I not pointed it out.
But about being laughed at rather than with ... Humor and self-depreciation are my main defense mechanisms. It's nothing new.