Sorry, my comment wasn't really meant to be at you, more of a comment of something I have to tell myself to remember. I've had some issues even since coming back where I was irritated to the point of wanting to quit games. It's why I quit playing these ages ago. I'd even only intended to come back for the one game, and then got caught up again.
Ramsus, I'm sorry you are feeling harassed, and that it's gotten to the point that it has. And know that there's nothing wrong with stepping back for awhile. Sometimes it can make it more fun when you come back.