"I know they are, Lillian's my closest friend," Autumn says with a smile, "but having a friend that can talk back and relate in the same way helps, I often wish I had a girl friend, all of my friends back home are guys, and my mother passed away soon after i was born." she gains a far off look in her eyes for a moment before she's back to her normal self, "It's just nice to have someone you can relate to and talk to without worrying about them judging you, otherwise everything just starts to bottle up."