OOC: I would be interested in seeing your proficiency in spelling at 1 in the morning.

I see... Myrddin's voice softens

The monster that calls itself a monster is hardly as monstrous as the monster thinks. Only when the monster does not consider itself a monster is it a true monster. I am willing to help you, but there is only so much I can do through metaphor and simile. My god, Phieran teaches perseverance in the face of suffering, and the endurance to ease pain through times of trouble. If your intention is to atone for whatever you have done, then know you do not have to go down that path by yourself. What does your god teach, Revan?