Personal Woes and Advice 2

[Jib]

So I sort of have a decision to make, and I really don't want to. I will still make it, but I want to procrastinate it a few days longer.

I have a job position that just opened up.

Pros:
Going from 30/hr part time to 50/hr full time
Benefits
In Seattle, that means more opportunities later right?
The work would be easier than what I do now.

Cons:
I do poorly around lots of people
Its 6 hours from family
I have drug history, and am only partially clean because of no access, and I
like it that way.
I have a very difficult time living alone because of medical.

I just wish the damn job was out here in the sticks so I didn't have to live in Seattle. I have no clue why I wrote this now that I am done, but I will still post it.