Well, there has been a lot of stuff going on in my life lately (most of it either not appropriate for the boards, or more suited to RW&A), that I was getting annoyed that my body did not react properly to all the stress and emotional load. Generally it shows a disconnect between what I'm actually feeling and what I'm willing to acknowledge, which is bad and something I'm trying to get over. So, that I could cry in the face of all the bad is good, even though it would be best if I didn't need to cry.
Does that make sense?