Quote Originally Posted by Lentrax View Post
I have to make this decision the way I have.

I can't let what I want hurt the ones I love.

I can't destroy everything I have for a chance at being happy.

My life has been torment and suffering. I see no reason for it not to continue that way. I see no way for it to have anything in it that is not bleak and desolate.

My soul aches at what should have been, could have been.

My soul is broken.

I am broken.
And how happy do you think your loved ones will be when they know that your broken?

how happy do you think they will be when they see you, constantly in pain, yet never telling them why, always trying to hide it?

how happy do you think they will be when they constantly worry about you in ignorance, in the dark, not knowing what to do or how to solve this?

how happy do you think they will be when they don't know why you will not trust them to help you?

how happy, do you think they will be when they can only speculate what your problem is or why your having it? when all they have to go on is your refusal to tell them?

I apologize if I'm being inaccurate and don't know your exact situation, but I highly question your logic in this situation. how do you know that this will not cause more problems than it solves?