That's what makes the fluff for this kinda tricky. Since she isn't properly awake yet, her growing legend must be interpreted through the eyes of others, namely her mortal worshipers. I plan on including excerpts from sermons and their holy scripture, the Book of Pain.

For this particular Mythos, I'm trying to get across the idea that she hurts you not because she hates you, but because she loves you more than you could possibly comprehend. By allowing you to feel a small part of that love, you finally understand. After feeling that, you would do anything for her, even... no, ESPECIALLY die for her.