I have been to counseling before, and it has helped. Between my full-time job and trying to get back into volunteering I haven't had time to start going back. I know how much that sounds like a sorry excuse, but that's how I feel.
If you're speaking of going in for psychiatric evaluation, that's something I've considered. My councilor actually recommended that I go. I'm not so sure about it, personally. There's the stigma surrounding mental illness in general, but being sick mentally always a different sort of problem for me. Whatever I have, I'm fairly high-functioning so that leads people around me to insist that there isn't anything wrong with me at all. Which I don't think they realize just how hurtful that actually is-- being told that I'm perfectly fine when I feel horrible. There's another, nastier flavor of this too; being reminded that mental illness and depression are real and cause a lot of suffering and how I should be ashamed of claiming that I have depression when I clearly do not. Actually being diagnosed and medicated might help, but I don't think it's ever going to be something I can ever discuss with my friends and definitely not with my family.
I do enjoy cooking. Maybe I should get back into it. I'd like to say that I have been maintaining a circle of friends too, I'm not though. In fact I'm more distant with my friends than I've ever been. Forgive me if I'm getting too personal, but whenever I start to feel like this I get reminded of an anecdote from some years ago. I used to work at a volunteer job, and as a way of saying thank you for all my hard work one of the staff gave me a pass for brunch for two at this neat little cafe. It was even in an envelope with hearts drawn on it and everything. Though it was really nice and really thoughtful, nobody I knew wanted to go with me. I actually tried to give the pass back because I couldn't really use it, I was reassured that "someone" would want to go with me. I held onto the pass for a few months before giving it to a coworker that could actually use it. I'd never felt so lonely in my entire life.
I suppose that's true, though in my case I've had issues with depression for so long that I don't even remember being able to see legitimate good qualities in myself. Whenever I try I usually end up weighing the pros and cons of throwing myself off an overpass. Sorry to be melodramatic, but I'm trying to be completely honest.
I do try to stay active though. I don't have a car so I usually walk and take the bus whenever I go somewhere. Walking outside can be a surreal experience for me sometimes.
I haven't really had time for creative stuff-- I used to really enjoy it, I'm not sure I can still do it. I used to enjoy reading too, though a lot of my time seems devoted to reading about personal finance and career planning. Meanwhile I'm preparing to move and a large part of that is getting rid of a lot of my books.