Quote Originally Posted by Skeppio View Post
This not some mere "anonymous pity thread". The fact that you'd say that at all tells me you have no idea what you're talking about.

If I don't have any friends, then I don't have much reason to live. I've tried everything I can to find friends in my area, but there's nothing at all on that front. At my age, everyone's already got their groups of friends, and they don't want newcomers. Isolation and loneliness is the worst possible hell for me, a living hell I go through every day.

No-one I know is willing to speak to me anymore. The pain of being isolated is too much to bear. Even suicide hotline workers stopped talking to me. I'm so alone and lost.
You've been complaining for a long time that you were having a hard time finding a mate, that it was a big deal to you... (and you're looking; you're currently on dating sites.)

May I ask what you're looking for? I've been wanting to suggest something, but it's... well, it involves some thinking outside the box.