I'm sorry, really I am, but not changing his name or his appearance makes it much less likely that I'll keep playing him down the line. I'll be forced to keep him as he is and less likely to implement any changes, and then I'll start to resent the char more than I do already, and then I'll stop playing him for real.



Also, the way I bulit 'im, it's impossible to add weaknesses I've already made sure he can't have (due to his nature) without retconning something.
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I want this to work, but I can't keep playing a char that I've come to detest.‎