People are posting here again. So I can avoid double posting. Nothing positive to say. Having purged my Facebook friends again I finally blocked the one person whom I could reliably talk to. And I did it without melodramatic pronunciations of despair so with any luck it will go under her radar and I will never bother her again.

Hiding depression and failure from family is difficult. Lashed out a few times recently and videogames haven't been working on my computer. Also I haven't been taking my antidepressants. It's a combination of apathy, the fact that I have squandered all of my spending money, and I worry if I ask my parents for help they will notice the lapse.