Quote Originally Posted by sneakykitten View Post
And I can't make myself love myself. So like... what's up with this constant deep depression that goes to happiness and up and down all day? Like I go from really loving and trusting the world to feeling so sad I wanna disappear. It has nothing to do with transition. It's like my brain is exploding from stress and sadness and moodiness and something is missing? I dunno what's missing from my life?
Have you ever taken anti-depressants? If not, start there. If you are already on them, it sounds like they aren't working for you and you need to change dosage and/or brand.