Ah yes, that conversation. Well it really just started because our other friend(female) had just left to go home, so we were in the basement all by ourselves. He did tell me that he wasn't the one asking, but he couldn't tell me who was asking, because then that person would hate him forever. I didn't and don't believe but that didn't really matter, I answered truthfully. He started asking an even more awkward question, (about whether or not I had seen same sex pornography) but I never really answered, even though I was thinking about doing so. I'm kinda mad that I didn't answer now because i realize if I had he might have opened up to me about his feelings and stuff, if I had told him the truth (which is to say yes I have seen it). But after I never answered him, the night just continued as if it had never happened.

Also, I understand that I need to open up to him, but it's just so difficult for me. It took me two hours justto ask a girl to dance with me. And that was two hours into this dance thingy. I would like to point out that this was two years after the first dance thingy that I had ever gone to. Heck I have problems just going up to my neighbors door and asking if they would like to cone outside.