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Neat! McMallard is weird.
dumb stuff u.u
SpoilerI'm transgender. Going to my first therapist appointment in a couple days. Kind of nervous. She's kind of locally famous for being really good about signing anything you could want, like a HRT recommendation. But she's kind of expensive and doesn't take insurance. I have really good insurance through my (*cough* wealthy, distant *cough*) father but live mainly with my (not so wealthy) mother... I'm working this summer so I can help cover the costs. My mom has made me promise not to start HRT until I come out to my dad, which I'm hesitant about - he is essentially who Fox News caters to, in terms of political, religious, &c. criteria. He had acute myeloid leukemia and had a bone marrow transplant, from a Sioux woman. So now he makes all these culturally appropriative jokes, as well as transmisogynist and general sexist ones. I can't ever come out to him, I think my mom knows that. So far I've come out to mom and sister, and some friends. They've been better than I could have imagined. But I feel entrapped with this. And I'm super nervous about this appointment. Guh.
And I'm struggling a lot with relationship stuff. I really like my GF a lot, zie's awesome and fantastic and great. Also asexual... Before I came out to myself I thought I was asexual, and then demisexual, but then I realized it was a self-identification thing and I'm not asexual or graysexual or on that spectrum. I just wasn't comfortable with myself at that point. But as I've become more and more comfortable being transgender, my sexuality has... blossomed? And I worry about being way too kinky for zir. Also it's long-distance so I can't really bring it up easily and when I do zie gets uncomfortable so I drop it.
Also zie has lately started saying "I love you" uhm, at the end of conversations and sometimes in the middle and I'm like... I dunno. It's my first relationship. I've only ever told my family I love them. It's a big deal to me to say that. I love my mother and my father and my sister and my uncles and aunts and cousins and dogs and especially my cat and my grandfather and my grandmother... But I'm related to all of them. I can't, the words just, I can't say it unless I mean it and I get really confused when I ask myself if I mean it. I get so much junk from my family about it being an LDR and meeting zir over the internet when my mom does internet dating all the time! Ugh! I end up just getting flustered and being like "you're awesome..." and it sucks cause I want zir to know I care so so much about zir but I can't say "I love you" cause I'm an awful human bean.
sorry just needed to get this off my chest ._.
Why "zie"? She is your girlfriend and definitely a girl, thereby, right?
As for love and touch... Lets be honest. You're not going to get used to it without trying. Perhaps make the effort? Tell Gf that you are going to try but will do so slowly and will evaluate as you go. GF shoul be fine letting your top for a while if you're uncomfortable.
Romantic style love does feel different than filial love, though. Or paternal love, etc., so don't worry if you don't love your Gf like you love your mom or cats. Some would even say having the same kind of love would be the problem! Jokes aside though, be honest, be open, and make an effort. GF should at least be able to help with the process and possibly let you have leeway to handle it yourself in the parts that GF cannot help with herself.
Actually, mechanically, it makes a lot of sense. Without touch of a sort biologically recognized as intimate by the body, you get unwell. And there's a rather large amount of evidence that germ spreading is not a bad thing; anything below health threshold won't make you sick, but will arm you against future sickness.
As for space, well, that's the point. Intimacy is about letting down your guard. If you meet the Gf, ask her to go slow.
Aye. Although I'd always heard 'more than a mouthful'. Different strikes, I suppose~?
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Once again, I think SiuiS says it best.
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Hmm, I really feel uncomfortable with a parent making their child promise not to begin a medical procedure that will make them happy until they inform someone else of it, particularly when they know this person is like that and has such power over their child. Expecting the usual stress of coming out to anyone is bad enough, but this really sounds like an attempt at finding a way to stop you. >_<
Sorry, shouldn't say that about people I've never interacted with. Sorry! m(_ _)m
As for saying "I love you"; it is your first time in such a relationship, so it is understandable that it feels like a really really big deal. If your only experience with love is familial, then you have very little base for comparison, so don't feel bad about not being ready yet.
I'm going on cultural interpretation, as that phrase is kind of less important here, so feel free to dismiss me or take a few bits of salt with it. ^_^'
Perfectly understandable, physical contact is kind of intimate. Nobody expects you to want it from anyone just because we sometimes do.
To be honest; I probably would jump if hugged randomly and freeze when done non-randomly, even by most family members. I'm a terrible hug-person. TT_TT
Considering my goodnight-message to my parent was "I need a top-hat, a summer dress and a Pikachu about this tall. It's Monday tomorrow!", I shall try to hush. X3
I have also answered "I'm not telling" to a question about whether I am trans. I am both glad and sad that it somehow worked. ._.
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I have a sudden desire to make a life size Eevee plushie, place a couple loops on the under side, slip a hairband through the loops, and have an Eevee ride on my head all day.
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"That's a horrible idea! What time?"
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Well, it's a running joke among my friends that I can look in the future, so maybe I can also look in the past and to your home?
Hehehe. Though if I had the ability to travel somewhere far away, I'd visit someone else...
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Concerning boobs:
I would very much like something about C, at least B. I'd be disappointed with A, but i'd have to deal with it. Size is not everything, right?
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That final paragraph...was incredibly sweet.
I used to be something of the defensive type as well, even to my friends and family as well. Saying "I love you" drops all your defences and can make you feel very exposed, even when, as in this case, you don't really have much to be afraid of.
This is probably more of a hope than anything but maybe zie knows or suspects how much you care for zir and zie's saying "I love you" for the both of you. It'd be nice to think so.
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Regarding the pronoun tangent - I admit it's a little odd to use a third pronoun like "zie" but maybe that's just because I'm not particularly used to it. But then if it makes someone feel more comfortable and happy with themselves, I'm cool with using it. It's not that different to using the correct pronouns with transmen and transwomen.
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Regarding the "feminine chest" discussion, I don't feel, as a guy, I have much to contribute in that regard. *blushes and meeps*
My only small comment is that "feminine chests" don't need to be particularly large to give a feminine bodyshape. Hips, gait, hair and facial features can all play just as large a role.
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Cool. Wasn't sure.
I don't really want to get used to it :O
and letting down your guard only leads to getting hurt in my experience :I
Of course, you were just venting, so my responses are unprompted and thus, ignorable. Consider this food for thought, I suppose? Hope it helps
Yes. I considered it important information for the 'problem' at hand, and in my flippancy failed to consider that it would seem a dismissal rather than just atheling data. That was a mistake and I will try to do better in the future.
Perhaps. We are having weird IM troubles, and no time to sort them out :(
I also think she's just more comfortable keepin her social reach small. She feels it keenly when she overextends. Surmise though, so we will see~!
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Yep, 'twas sophos. Uni computer, so. Expected it was a false positive, but just wanted to point it out in case.
I have A, and they're amazing. Good size to squidge squeeze, but not so large that I get back pain, and I can get away with not wearing a bra, which is less washing! \o/"I'm just going on motive and opportunity here and the fact that if the earth got swallowed by a black hole, I'd look suspiciously in your direction first."
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Oh, I'm totally aware of this. The thing is, my mother and sisters have set it as a standard of beauty in my mind (not the only one, by one of them) and my boyfriends enjoy large busts. On the whole, it's something I'd like to have.
On an entirely separate note, we should probably start deciding the title of the next thread. We go through these things like tissues.If You need me to post somewhere, drop me a message, please
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Parent did, serves me for assuming that had any indication of what a tiger would think of it. ^w^'
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You gals are crazy. Why would you want them? They just get in the way and are somewhat sensitive. That and not able to hide the larger boobs just suck
And I avoid bras as much as possible...I just cross my arms in front of them. Does not help with passing...but I really don't care how people view me very much.Last edited by DeathChallenged; 2013-06-19 at 04:55 PM.
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Succubus' Story Time has been chosen. Ivtgink it'd be funny if Succubus did it.
DC, I'm sure many of us will gladly take your boob material. So long as I still have dibs on your uterus! :3
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I have to admit all this talk about feminine chests has me a little flustered. I'm...a little shy, in that regard.
If it's okay, I'd prefer a different thread title for #37. I'm flattered but I'd rather it have a more...general flavour to it.
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