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2014-07-18, 08:50 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Missed those posts.
But he didn't want trans people in any other scene. That's weird. I (and other people on set) don't understand why trans people must be arrested. Why couldn't trans people do something other than be victims at Stonewall?
Anyway. I won't judge the movie before seeing it, but this doesn't make me feel confident about the representation of trans women.
I didn't blame him for the question he asked me. But it was unpleasant for me. Saying I felt alienated doesn't mean I'm blaming him as an evil person of evilness.
Oh, and for more context:
First, the director sees me, and asks other important crew member: "Is [he? that?] a drag queen?". I step in to answer, but they ignore me. (Asking me the question would have been more polite, but I guess I'm a lowly extra, so yeah.)
It's only later that I directly said I was a trans woman, and the context is not something I remember. Maybe I was asked, maybe I stepped in, I don't know. I don't remember it exactly, but I was once again "he" and a drag queen.
(I should like to mention I talked to the director and got a wink from one of the actors! ... and then I was moved in the back and cut.)
It's meaningful in that generally, when I'm crying, it means I really felt something and I'm genuinely feeling bad.
I think it was an honest mistake, but other people's honest mistakes don't make me feel less like a fake woman, like a man in a dress.
Days. I was there two days.
I don't mind not being in the bar, because I really couldn't for continuity reasons. But I was totally usable as a riot participant.Ash nazg durbatulūk, ash nazg gimbatul, ash nazg thrakatulūk agh burzum-ishi krimpatul.
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2014-07-18, 08:51 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
My instinct is that you could be overestimating both people's observational skills and their politeness. I interact with people almost every day who are both apparently near-completely unaware of their surroundings, and very rude. I'm not trans, but I do know that feeling of "Oh god, everyone must be staring at me because of [thing that's hyper-obvious to me]", and yes, some people will notice and lots of people are polite about it if they do notice, and it's horrible to feel under scrutiny and like you're not measuring up. But, you know, in a lot of ways, you're still pretty early on, you know? I think you've made amazing progress, and I'm really impressed with how feminine you've become. I think you might slip under the radar more than you think you do, because you know exactly what to look for in yourself when you make mistakes. And even if you aren't passing perfectly right now, you've made huge progress, and you will make more progress still. You're young and pretty, and you'll get there.
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2014-07-18, 09:18 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Everyone got arrested at Stonewall.
It's meaningful in that generally, when I'm crying, it means I really felt something and I'm genuinely feeling bad.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die.
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2014-07-18, 09:19 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
YES.
Well, of course it's potentially harder for me to judge given I already know you're a transwoman, but based on photos I remember seeing, I think you definitely pass very well some of the time.
Of course, it's difficult to tell the difference between someone who knows and is too polite to mention it and someone who doesn't know. Honestly though, and I realise this is much, much easier said than done, I think your best option is to try not to care too much if they know you're trans or not. Be confident and comfortable in how you look regardless of what other people may think, and it'll probably help you look better and pass better; whereas if you're worrying about how well you pass, if you look a bit uneasy maybe, people are then more likely to look closer for reasons for that uneasiness and spot tell-tale details they may otherwise have glossed over. And then even if they do know and are too polite to say anything, they'll probably find it easier to relax and just treat you normally regardless if you in turn are relaxed and unconcerned about it.
The same principle applies to other potential self-image issues. Just don't ask how well it worked for me (I'm bad at taking my own advice, OK)."'But there's still such a lot to be done...'
YES. THERE ALWAYS IS."
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2014-07-18, 11:16 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Yeah, but in the movie, trans women do nothing else than that, apparently. They can't be outside and not-arrested-inside or anything. Why couldn't I just be a random not-arrested trans woman doing fun rioty things?
Anyway. We'll be able to judge about trans inclusiveness when the movie gets screened.
Hum, no. I was almost crying (I didn't actually cry), therefore I was genuinely feeling bad, therefore I'm not faking. You're mixing things.
1) I don't really care about getting cut. I was paid anyway, so yay! I care about the reason I was cut (i.e. trans women can't be outside, unlike effeminate gay men), because that's strange.
2) I was misgendered several times, which doesn't really happen in real life. Even though there are reasons for this, it made me feel very bad.
The two are separate things, even though they reinforce each other.
Also (I think I forgot to mention it -- I forget things), when they told me I couldn't be a not-arrested trans woman, they asked if I would play a boy, twice. The idea that with proper makeup, I'm passing fairly well and could play a cis woman never entered their minds. This made me feel super bad too.
I posted that because this is a support thread and it was a bad experience and I wanted hugs and support, nothing else.Last edited by Miriel; 2014-07-18 at 11:30 AM.
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2014-07-18, 11:33 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
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2014-07-18, 01:46 PM (ISO 8601)
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It's more that a few people have mentioned it - one guy at work apologised for putting his foot in his mouth by accidentally replying to my flippant "There you go, sir!" with "Thank you, sir!", a girl at my induction spotted it, one of the people at the charity shop kept getting the pronouns wrong... I just feel, if there's that many people that I know are reading me as male, how many are there that I don't know about?
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2014-07-18, 01:56 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-18, 02:50 PM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Speaking for myself, I accidentally placed a "sir" or "ma'am" or gendered pronoun pretty much at a rate of once a week at my old job, and I have no reason to believe that many if any of the people were trans, and I apologized when I caught myself doing so. Also, I got ma'am-d just yesterday, and I haven't had a vulva on this body ever, and have a full beard.
I know it's a sore spot for you, but my advice is not to worry about it as much as you can avoid doing so.
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2014-07-18, 03:28 PM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
The way he phrased his apology made it fairly clear that he was aware of my being trans, though it was never said in so many words. I know for certain some people are noticing; given that fact, it seems likely that many are.
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2014-07-18, 05:46 PM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Thank you all for the kind words. I think what I see in the mirror isn't what everyone else sees. It really helps that a lot of people think I pass even just a bit. So yar.
Also a boy asked me out today!!! We've known each other for three years but been in love for a year. Neither of us thought the other wanted a relationship though. So he finally asked me out and I said yes and when he asked me to watch Adventure Time with him as his girlfriend I melted... <3
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2014-07-18, 06:20 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-18, 06:31 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-18, 07:34 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-18, 08:03 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-18, 09:30 PM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Nice! Sucks that the Devoir cut it, though.
I'm surprised (and disappointed) that the Gai-Écoute guy seems to know so little about things I'd expect him to be familiar with. Though come to think of it you're right that the LG and the T in LGBT are actually pretty different universes in practice.
You got ma'am-d and you're a guy who has a full beard?!?
Someone needs to get their eyes checked...Last edited by lio45; 2014-07-18 at 09:31 PM.
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2014-07-18, 09:40 PM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Don't worry, that's only if they kiss.
I think the point was that sometimes people say things like that often enough that it becomes reflexive, and do so literally without thinking about it. Somebody feel free to correct me if I completely misread it, though.Last edited by BladeofObliviom; 2014-07-18 at 09:41 PM.
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2014-07-19, 01:31 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Congrats KyooTrap.
Huh. A straight friend just offered to take me to a gay bar. Well. I think that settles how obvious my "alone" feeling are.
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2014-07-19, 02:17 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
As a certain fashion-forward quadruped I know likes to say (well, has said once. In song.) It's all in the presentation. "Sir" and "ma'am" are as much about presence, leverage, body language and poise as anything else. I've been able to switch between the two depending on how ladylike I feel at work (usually not very <__<).
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2014-07-19, 03:42 AM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-19, 03:48 AM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
I appreciate that. I still think you look good and that it's hard to accurately estimate how many people are falling into "recognises as girl", "unsure of gender", "thinks is boy" boxes, and that all the data points of misgendering cause emotional reactions. I think that makes it likely you have a bias towards remembering the people who misgender you, and don't remember so well all the people who just accept the girl they see, but I also think your emotions are very important. I know it's an improving situation as you get used to existing in the world as a girl. Hugs?
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2014-07-19, 05:24 AM (ISO 8601)
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Spoiler: Being nitpicky, but that's not quite rightJust popping in to say this, but that does not appear to be accurate. While the raid lead to the arrest of anyone dressed as a woman who was deemed to be of the "wrong sex" (it was checked in bathrooms by police officers who were women, though apparently people dressed like men were not checked) or who was involved with organised crime (Mostly employees at the bar, seeing as it was mafia-run), most people were let go. From what I can find, it was these people, who were let go, who started the crowd and riot outside Stonewall. A lot of what happened during the riot might indeed have warranted arrests, but all I can find indicate that the riot was cleared by chasing off the crowd, not by arresting the hundreds of people rioting. There is little to no reason that a trans person could not have simply joined the crowd without having been arrested first. I might be completely wrong, but it makes sense to me that people who might know of or frequent Stonewall could have been elsewhere at the time of the raid and simply join in the crowd when they notice the commotion (all it requires is arriving ten minutes later or living nearby), and disappeared sometime later.
So yes, every trans person (or at least AMAB trans people, since the offence was for wearing women's clothing and being assigned male) inside of the bar might have been arrested at first, the Stonewall Riots was done by a lot more than just the patrons of the bar at that time (also more than one riot, but that's a detail). Caroline was told that she couldn't be there because she could not be in that inside-Stonewall scene and be arrested, due to the reasoning that all trans extras had to be inside the Inn and be arrested, which is a very odd line or reasoning. At least to me. ^_^'
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2014-07-19, 11:53 AM (ISO 8601)
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...what the hell? What the actual hell?
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2014-07-19, 12:15 PM (ISO 8601)
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Re: LGBTAI+ 51: Lay That Hammer Down!
Spoiler: WTF?I...don't get it. Especially this comment "actual tranny & i thought this was pretty funny".
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2014-07-19, 12:24 PM (ISO 8601)
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That sounds cool actually.
It happens every single time he interacts with trans people on the forum. It'd be less of a pain if he didn't seem to make a habit of actually gravitating toward any trans issue-related thread that popped up just to tell us all to shut up and go back to our little corners. Like that forsaken "Drow transgenderism" thread.
Well, that's certainly a thing.
I like that the only actual complaint in there other than "OMG they're entitled you guys" was that saying being trans is normal is somehow insulting if twisted semantically, and I've never seen that come up.
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2014-07-19, 12:30 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-19, 12:34 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-19, 01:23 PM (ISO 8601)
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The article: Ugh, just....
At Home: I just had a information session with my brother just now. Sometimes he gets on a topic and can't let go and he is lacking in some knowledge of social cues (he has Asbergers) and I am the only one able to explain things to him so he understands and listens, usually by referencing videogames. This conversation was on cultural appropriation and privilege, which he has only had explained to him in more hostile ways. My dad came in part way through the discussion and I was explaining privilege to him as well. Sigh, I don't know if my dad understands but I think my brother is starting too.
EDIT: Hey I had a question that I think is better for this thread. My schools Queer Advocacy group has a slightly bad habit of pushing non-LGB issues aside due to focusing on what the leaders of the group know. A few of my friends have been encouraging me, as the only openly asexual person on campus, to push for them to do something for Asexual Awareness Week, if only to have an info session during the weekly meeting. Currently I have people assuming I am straight, in denial, or bisexual and me having to explain the difference between romantic and sexual attraction whenever the topic comes up... it gets annoying that people don't know or respect my identity. One of the people who is encouraging me is an officer in the club and supports me.
TL;DR I want to do something for Asexual Awareness Week at my college and am trying to figure out how best to approach the club to ask. I know a few other people on campus who are ace and don't want to come out because they don't want to be called freaks and want to spread info.Last edited by Athedia; 2014-07-19 at 01:34 PM.
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2014-07-19, 01:44 PM (ISO 8601)
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2014-07-19, 02:37 PM (ISO 8601)
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Had a date today and it went wll and apparently I have a GF now
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